hi everything sucks and is so expensive and i am Scared (16.11.23)
hi im remaking my post because im still struggling and donations have stalled.
i just lost my job recently that allowed me to actually live a semi okay lifestyle and my new job pays way less and gives me way less hours (im talking like 5 hours a week currently) and i havent heard back from any of my other applications.
im really, really struggling right now as my employment plans fell through and i dont have any support with this. im struggling really bad with debt ive had to take on to pay for food, transport, medication, medical appointments, and new work clothes (my new workplace has a simpler uniform but a uniform nonetheless)
ive been hospitalized multiple times in the past few months which have also cost me significant amounts of money and energy. my therapist has quit, i cannot find new healthcare providers, and i am in absolute shambles trying to find a workplace that will give me enough hours to survive while also not physically trying to murder my chronically ill ass
centrelink is not helping me right now, and im pretty fucked, and freaking the fuck out a little, and i really really need some help. if youre willing and able to help out a disabled indigenous transbi person trying to actually function and survive til i get my next job. like please.
i draw if anyones interested in any of that and i can try and do sketches in appreciation for donations but its just. a bit of a dire fucking sitch tbh
hi im sorry i got sick recently (chest infection) and ive been pretty much housebound because of it and cant work my next few shifts. im still really struggling here and
i still dont get paid til the 7th of december and i have literally $50 til then because everything has had to go to groceries and transport to work (ive had… 9 hours of work. in a week.) like Please fucking help me i have too much shit to do over the next two weeks that require me to be able to get ubers and pay for like food and my meds. ive been without my meds for two days and i cant fucking function. im losing my goddamn mind
i have 37 hours for the entirety of next month. the ENTIRETY of the next month and i only get paid fortnightly.
they have taken it down to 25 hours :)
hi i need to make $1.5k before february to put towards moving, visas, and school shit
im going back to uni next year because working full time isnt feasible rn with my health like this but i cant access support without being engaged in education or employment
right now i’m doing about 5 hours a week and it’s fucking up my centrelink and also like my life. its minimum wage retail and a 5 hour shift is half killing me after a really bad fatigue burn out and icu visit.
hi everything sucks and is so expensive and i am Scared (16.11.23)
hi im remaking my post because im still struggling and donations have stalled.
i just lost my job recently that allowed me to actually live a semi okay lifestyle and my new job pays way less and gives me way less hours (im talking like 5 hours a week currently) and i havent heard back from any of my other applications.
im really, really struggling right now as my employment plans fell through and i dont have any support with this. im struggling really bad with debt ive had to take on to pay for food, transport, medication, medical appointments, and new work clothes (my new workplace has a simpler uniform but a uniform nonetheless)
ive been hospitalized multiple times in the past few months which have also cost me significant amounts of money and energy. my therapist has quit, i cannot find new healthcare providers, and i am in absolute shambles trying to find a workplace that will give me enough hours to survive while also not physically trying to murder my chronically ill ass
centrelink is not helping me right now, and im pretty fucked, and freaking the fuck out a little, and i really really need some help. if youre willing and able to help out a disabled indigenous transbi person trying to actually function and survive til i get my next job. like please.
i draw if anyones interested in any of that and i can try and do sketches in appreciation for donations but its just. a bit of a dire fucking sitch tbh
israel is refusing to take back the hostages because they don’t care about their citizens, getting back the hostages was never a goal in the first place (demolishing gaza is), and they don’t want to deal with the hostages speaking up about their experiences and clearly contradicting all the “hamas are barbaric terrorists who mass rape women and behead children” bullshit
They also know the hostages will expose the truth- which is that, while there were outrageous killings of civilians by Hamas operatives, the IDF likely inflicted the majority of fatalities among both the kibbutzim and ravers (nothing like the sight of the planet’s largest open-air concentration camp to make a party swing, I guess) with the usual undisciplined frenzy with which they conduct themselves.
Already reports have emerged from released hostages that the IDF forces went nuts. This is little surprise; it’s their functional standard operating procedure, monstrous and excessive firepower to preserve IDF lives, and to hell with anyone else.
This incidentally is exactly how American police are trained, and little coincidence in light of the long-ignored links between Israeli security forces and American policing agencies, both tentacles of the same colonial kraken.
I completely believe the above statements, but i’m begging someone who can to link something that substantiates that money or most of the casualties from the rave were IDF soilders!! please and thank you!
i reblogged a post with the actual audio of the interview a few days ago but i can’t find it so i’m assuming tumblr nuked it as they do with any post that debunks zionist propaganda, even searching it up by name hardly got any results on google so it’s definitely being suppressed. i found this article that reported on the survivor who talked about her experience though
McDonald’s giving away free fries if you use their mobile app and then updating the terms and conditions to say if you use this app you waive your right to trial in any class action lawsuits and have to do mandatory arbitration is INSANE
because i haven’t seen this in the notes yet: it is also VERY SIGNIFICANT that they are doing this as more and more people are learning about BDS. mcdonalds is one of the massive companies that palestiniens have been calling for boycotts of for years. it’d be a very convenient time for them if you ignored the ongoing call to boycott.
There are ads here on tumblr as well. Tiktok is putting warnings on videos of people who are only mentioning what is happening in palestine. Instagram is deleting accounts of people who are reporting straight from gaza.
Biden questioned the number of deaths reported in Gaza, after which the health ministry came out with a report over 200 hundred pages long with personal information on the killed individuals.
24 journalists have been killed in 21 days.
Yesterday internet and phone services in Gaza went down, due to the heavy bombardments.
The voice of the people in palestine is being silenced in every way you can imagine.
So the least you can do, is share what is going on. Use all your platforms. Even this one.
With reluctance I am posting a bit more of a desperate plea to look at me and what I do and maybe commission me for some artwork or get me on board for a project or whatever the fuck else you’d want me to do! This is why! Look down!
I need to be able to support myself reliably enough to move by the end of the year in a very unlikely best-case scenario. I am transgender as well as gay in the middle of fuck nowhere Utah. This is dangerous for a number of reasons. I am disabled both physically and mentally, but have repeatedly been unable to secure this status in any official capacity. I work a part-time job as a substitute teacher in order to try to make an income but it’s slim pickings. If I am unable to support myself in the near future I will become homeless without a tangible support system or a car or any of the things that would help make climbing back out more doable, especially for someone like me. (UPDATE: I have a car now thanks to some very generous commissioners and donors helping me get what I needed to make a decent down payment. Thank you!)
I’d like to avoid begging (I’m a very prideful and shameful sort of bitch/hag) so in lieu of that while I still have a bit more time to try to get my shit together, here’s a much less sad commission info sheet, as well as my patreonwhere you can get early access to my work as well as works in progress and whatever else I feel like dumping there. I’m also extremely open to doing more unique pieces than the standard online commission fare and would love to work with you. And, as my final shameless self-promotion, remember HLVRAI? Passport guardian? I made that. I’m 3 years older now so I can do better music. You can commission me for music too. DM me for literally anything you are willing to pay me to make. Thank you
AS OF 5/10/2023:
I am still in this situation! There is some impending weirdness going on with it that may or may not shorten the timeframe I have to accomplish this in! I don’t know! I now am about to have two jobs, but for the summer there…aren’t any subbing opportunities so it’ll functionally be 1 for a few months. Now that I have a car, my goal is really just to save up as much as possible in order to prep to GTFO and become independent. That’s all for this update and thank you everyone who has supported me so far, it means a ton
